My Wish Before the New Year

God, I cannot ask more 

I just want to be slim, healthy and happy

I know that this is a long journey. Changing my habit is not easy, especially when I'm in the bad mood. I just want to forget the "hurt" and uncomfortable feelings in my heart by eating and putting anything into my mouth, even though I do not feel hungry.

This is not an excuse and I really know by weak point. 

Before I get married (someday), I want to wear my old clothes and be a healthier person.